24 October, 2011
I have made the decision to discontinue blogging. I just can't continue carrying on in this current vehicle and need to move on. Will this be permanent? I honestly cannot say, but I do know that I need a critically intrinsic re-balance. I've spent too much time mucking about in the evil that the grimy little shitmops of the world toil their filthy hands in. I've seen too much and taken too much of it to my core, to the point where all I see is darkness, dread and crimes gleefully undertaken with zero consequences. I see an endless parade of victims whilst the culprits live gloriously and die peacefully and very old. Sickened by the traitorous enforcers too stupid to realise they are boiling with the other frogs in the pot. Rough dogs deluded to think they have cut themselves special considerations from the king by betraying the masses from whence they came. Well-tired of the complicit mass media cheerleaders from hell with all their deceitful clangour.
I loudly question the state of the world and how it manages to function in such a terminally unjust, sickened and imbalanced condition. I'm an old soldier who's war-weary and battle-fatigued with the tacit acceptance of enslavement and abuse. Sure I see the valiant struggles of the Occupy Movement, but personally… I'm spent out of petrol and have been driving on fumes of well-exhausted fuel. It also doesn't help matters that I'm fundamentally misanthropic due to my extended tour of duty in slogging through the evil of men. I'm seeing people defined in terms of their vicious, selfish and cruel natures rather than the good they manifest. I don't think the problem is with humanity, I believe it to be within myself and how my sustained exposure to this horrid shite has distorted my perceptions rather badly. I've become saturated with negativity and all the good and brilliant things in my life have suffered from this fight which I've carried out as a priority over them. To restore a balance, my priorities must shift and I must walk a different path albeit towards the same direction. I feel what I'm currently doing is largely ineffectual and there are truth soldiers out there doing a much better and more consistent job. Seemingly tireless warriors with the perpetual means to regenerate themselves and keep moving onward. I've been at this for longer than I remember, in many different incarnations of progressive resistance and feel I've lost what fighting edge I once had. I began to feel as if I didn't give a fuck any more and all I had was running on the system's debt slave treadmill and this unending defensive war waged for freedom and a future.
In conclusion, I want to wish for you all the best of fortunes and promise for victory in the future. We will be victorious in this fight, but will need to become much more clever and perceptually wise to accomplish it. This course of advancement absolutely includes myself and I was by no means meant condescendingly. This is our fight, and our struggle and I must regroup to return much smarter and more effective to carry it forth. I am not taking the blog down in the hopes that some may find possible use or value for the information currently there. I want to take the time to thank every last one of my international supporters and contributors.
Cheers and respect to you all. Be seeing you somewhere and in some way on the frontlines.